Except for brief financial meeting with Matt midday, I sat in my chair and worked crossword puzzles until around 6pm. Cried off and on. Wrote in journal a little. Mostly just breathed.
Finally around 6 pm Amanda called. The load lifted some.
I was able to put on a worship music cd and hop on the elliptical for 5 min.
Then downstairs. These two white bins were full. Now the trashcan is full and I have a handful of sweet things saved, to put in my journal. A few sweet lines from Ed J near the end of our time together, reminding me of how "good" I was to him. Several wonderful encouraging cards from Sharon.
I'm grateful the tide turned today, even if ever so slightly.
Try to keep worship music on all the time, Maureen. Also, try to get outside when it is sunny--even if you just build a snowman.
ReplyDeleteit's been sunny, but very gusty . . . but yes, I'll try to get outside. and I can't have music on all the time==but i'll do it more.
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Amazing to think of all these trashcan-loads that were taking up physical & emotional space in your home. Keep at it!
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